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Fish on Wheels

OH MY GOD HE’S OFF TO SEE THE WORLD

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HE’S LIKE A FISH ASTRONAUT LEAVE ME HERE TO DIE

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That being said, I am in NO way downing anyone that likes to drink alcohol or smoke marijuana, both of which I used to have an issue with. But when I publicly announce that I am no longer partaking in those things and you noticeably decrease contact with me, it really makes me wonder about our friendship and if you solely based it on us smoking or drinking together. I used to hang out with a couple people that would ask me to hang out almost every single day or ask for a favor and I’d gladly do it and honestly most of the favors had to do with weed and booze. But now…nothing. So I’m not gonna try. If they want to hang out with me still they can contact me and I gladly will because then I’ll know that they still want to be my friend now that I’m sober. But if nothing changes, then I guess I found out who my true friends are. Once again, if people like to drink and smoke thats awesome it just doesn’t work for me.

That being said, I am in NO way downing anyone that likes to drink alcohol or smoke marijuana, both of which I used to have an issue with. But when I publicly announce that I am no longer partaking in those things and you noticeably decrease contact with me, it really makes me wonder about our friendship and if you solely based it on us smoking or drinking together. I used to hang out with a couple people that would ask me to hang out almost every single day or ask for a favor and I’d gladly do it and honestly most of the favors had to do with weed and booze. But now…nothing. So I’m not gonna try. If they want to hang out with me still they can contact me and I gladly will because then I’ll know that they still want to be my friend now that I’m sober. But if nothing changes, then I guess I found out who my true friends are. Once again, if people like to drink and smoke thats awesome it just doesn’t work for me.

Tags: sober sobriety

Day 10

It has been 10 days since I last used marijuana. And 2 weeks since I have been drunk.

And I feeling fucking AMAZING. Why didn’t I make this change earlier? 

RANTING TIIIIIIIIIIIIIME.

OHKAY SO.

Within the past two weeks I’ve quitting smoking weed and quit drinking in excess. I haven’t been drunk in two weeks and haven’t been high in about 10 days. I feel healthier and am more goal oriented. I visited my husband in Georgia for his BCT graduation and being down there and seeing how much he had changed for the better really inspired me to improve myself. All I used to focus on was if I had enough weed. If I didn’t I’d buy beer. I worry if I had enough time at night to drink it etc. But now, I’m free of that. I worry about getting up early enough to go jogging, how to pay for school and what program, and finding the job to pay back the loans for school. 

In no way, shape, or form do I think that I am better than people that like to get drink or high still. If you do and can still maintain a normal life that’s awesome! It just doesn’t work for me that’s it! But my so called friend is saying how I’m acting high and mighty when my life isn’t all that peachy. All she focuses on is the next time she can get high. I want to help her out but I know she’ll never quit. I just hope she can learn to have a good and fulfilling life while smoking then. I guess you learn who your true friends are once you get sober. Which hasn’t been a bad thing either! :)