It has been 10 days since I last used marijuana. And 2 weeks since I have been drunk.
And I feeling fucking AMAZING. Why didn’t I make this change earlier?
Within the past two weeks I’ve quitting smoking weed and quit drinking in excess. I haven’t been drunk in two weeks and haven’t been high in about 10 days. I feel healthier and am more goal oriented. I visited my husband in Georgia for his BCT graduation and being down there and seeing how much he had changed for the better really inspired me to improve myself. All I used to focus on was if I had enough weed. If I didn’t I’d buy beer. I worry if I had enough time at night to drink it etc. But now, I’m free of that. I worry about getting up early enough to go jogging, how to pay for school and what program, and finding the job to pay back the loans for school.
In no way, shape, or form do I think that I am better than people that like to get drink or high still. If you do and can still maintain a normal life that’s awesome! It just doesn’t work for me that’s it! But my so called friend is saying how I’m acting high and mighty when my life isn’t all that peachy. All she focuses on is the next time she can get high. I want to help her out but I know she’ll never quit. I just hope she can learn to have a good and fulfilling life while smoking then. I guess you learn who your true friends are once you get sober. Which hasn’t been a bad thing either! :)